made a lot of progress on some work today. it was probably the first day i’ve felt at all focused in a week or two.
i stayed up until 5 am last night, chatting with CA. she’d called me, and left a message, which i still haven’t brought myself to listen to. it started out right. i was playing the honest game, and trying to say everything i thought. by the end of the night, i was back to the zip-lipped game, and i’m not sure how. i’m disappointed in myself for that, i wanted to see how long i could go being horribly honest, and completely forthcoming with my thoughts. a vow of honesty. maybe i’ll give it another shot, but… apparently not tonight.
james madson
awesome photo